Sometimes I wonder if we live in an illusion, what if there is more to everything, what if we only perceive one dimension of this world? As I close my eyes, the sounds that I hear tell me a different story about my surroundings, what if we can look deeper and further with our heart or soul or some other unexplored sense that everyone of us possess? what if all that we see is just a dream? As I ask these questions, I wonder if I'm just pretending to be this person that has been approved by everyone around me. what if I'm actually someone else, what if I have a whole other personality stubbed and crushed? What if the real me was never really allowed to come out? 

I ask all these questions not because I'm unhappy about who I am, but I'm curious about how I would feel to be someone else. today morning I realized that time will pass, no matter what! if we are excited, it may seem faster; if we are eager, it may seem slower. however, that day is going to come when we will look back and wonder if we should have done some things differently. I might not be different from many of you, but being an anonymous hero is one of my fantasies. I might never be a hero, but the least I can do is create a blog and try to explore a new side of me.